Cherry Blossom Grove

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Cherry Blossoms Grove

KoreanDream wrote:

"hmmm you think I'm jealous?" Rae looked over at Mizune.

"Well, she won't have the same personality once the world destroys her dreams, now will she." She went back to playing with the petal in her fingers.

"Then why are you believing in parents you've never known, neh?"

"I never said your name did I? Don't go around assuming things, I'm sure she'll have new dreams to pursue."

Nami felt a sting to Rae's words but managed to keep a small smile anyway. "Well.. Cause they're my parents.... At least one of them has to be looking for me or thinking about me... Plus there's places that can help me find them if I still want to.."

Rae sighed, she was trying to help this girl... to save her from being disappointed and having nothing else to live for. She just didn't listen.

"Nami...." Rae was going to say something but decided it was a lost cause.

Mizune kept quiet, feeling the tension rise.

(I have to go ^^" Night :3)

(Okay ^_^ bye)

(goodnight!)
"What is it, Rae...?" asked Nami, tilting her head to the side. She didn't understand why the other girl was being so negative... Negativity was like a weight that dragged you down.

Rae looked back at her. "....what is what?"

*Rei woke up in a daze and turned to Rae who was now with Nami* "Oh man did I just doze off in front of Mizune-sensei" *glooms* "Man I suck"

{Back sorry I took so long was talking with this guy at work... something might happen he hasn't asked yet lol}

(AWWW cute for you. lol I just barely realized that there is gray in the backround too... it's not solid black......)

"Eh, she left a long time ago... so you should be okay." Rae looked over at her. "And Nami hasn't said anything for awhile."

{lol u just noticed it lol it's ok}

"She might have fallen asleep like me, man I'm bored now"

(color blind neh..........)

"Hmmm well I don't know... what do you want to do?"

"I have no idea... weren't you wanting to me something earlier... or was it the other way around?"

"Now I remember... I have a friend named Dai, and she'll be coming around Ouran soon... would it be ok if she stayed with us... you know as roommates"

"Okay..... as long as she doesn't make noise at three in the morning and wake me up neh?" Rae played with the cherry blossoms.

*smiles* "definitely not, but she does speak her mind..." *pauses and looks at her* "You sure you didn't have anything to ask me?"

Rae thinks for a second.

"Why do people put faith in things they can't see? There was a girl here........ earlier."

"Faith? Hmm... Well to put it simply... it's so they don't have fear of the unknowing... It's so they can believe that whatever happens to them if the have faith then they think everything will work out fine. For other people... it's just an excuse so they don't have to know the bad things that can and might happen to them in the future... does that help?"

Rae nodded. "I guess that makes sense... but if they're all afraid of the unknown why do they even think about it?"

"Human nature... most people do think of that stuff... what will happen now? Will I die if I don't do this? Will it hurt if I let go? Is he/she worth keeping? Are we really comparable? Will someone remember me in the future? Will anyone remember me at all? There are tons of things that makes human beings what they are... it just so happens worrying about the unknown is one of them"

"hmm you seem to understand people better than me..." Rae smiled, and looked over at Rei. "Do you enjoy talking to people about their problems?"

*pauses* "You think so? I don't know I guess, it just reminds me a lot about my past and tell people different things especially because I don't want them to be in the position I was"

"Why do you do it so kindly though? No one listens to kind words..... they're like murmurs.... insults stick, they make people think."

"Maybe because Kindness is a virtue to me... if I'm not kind... then... my anger destroys me"

"Like you throw things and people don't want to talk to you- kind of destroy?" Rae grabbed a handful of petals and threw them.

"More like yelling at everyone for no reason and then maybe even anger management kind of thing, and just always hurting inside"